Never and Always

Filed Under : Love and Emotions by Timothy Tabada

Friday, October 15, 2010

I've never been lonely like this before,

Maybe I've been thinking of you so much more.

I've wished to change my heart,

But this feeling just wont depart.

I've never knew if all that was true,

You left me hanging with out a clue.

Could this be just mere infatuation?

For I've been jealous and selfish in expectation?

I've always given you coffee,

Without even asking maybe you liked tea.

I've always viewed things on my perspective,

Without even thinking I'm a little bit compulsive.

I've never wanted to look back,

All were just memories I wanted to pack,

Throw it into the ocean of lose-consciousness,

And wake this heart from it's slumber of senselessness.

I've never asked something in return,

Cause that is love, I should learn.

So before this "Horatian ode" will end,

I will stop and never again pretend.

I've always wanted you to know,

Oh how I cared and loved you so.

And how I so desired to continue,

But this tired heart needs to adieu. ♥♥♥

Tim And My Emotions